The Boy Who Lingered in Her Soul

A guy, who quietly blossomed within her, like the first light of dawn — always meant to be. She never knew that what felt so real could slip through her grasp, like a fleeting dream. His presence wasn’t just a thought, but something so tangible, it filled her heart, yet she couldn't hold onto it forever.

By evening, on the way home, he enamored in her, yet she had already fallen for him — like being out of the loop. He kept an eye on her, just the way she once had, and that alone made her day levitate with magical plays. She thought he hadn’t noticed it at all.

He was so good, so genuine, that she found her safest place — out of nowhere. His care wrapped her like sunlight, and she blessed and glowed like a star Sun. They were like leaf and green — maybe the water overwhelmed and drained them. But to her, he was still the best, and the only one ever meant for her.

Her love for him was like a black hole — deep, endless, wider than the sky, and more. She loved him... loved him forever — aging, growing, living together with him, within him, as them. Now, she missed him as wide and vast as the Pacific.

Like leaves falling from trees in summer, she found herself unable to rise from him. She had tasted the evil feast until it turned bitter. The good days and golden memories turned terrible too. His words were swords — not just wounding, but almost killing her. Her life now felt like a teary fish, swimming silently in water.

He once asked her what her deepest desire was. Now she answers: "My love for you is here... But where you're? Aid the wounded heart, for the pain caused by you belongs to you — always." 

But now it’s too hard... and too late... Never again...

She weeps with his memories — the only presence left beside her now. Nothing she needs more than his hug. She sobbed, "Tell me you love me, just as I am... Don't let my tears for you become permanent... I won't allow it... Sleepless nights, stressful days, a peaceless life.. that goes on still.." 

She is now too tired, too weak, to carry him in her reality, yet forever in her soul. Still, she says, "Trust me, meri Amour... Only you — only you are the one — forever and ever."

-Sana

[The original piece carries a raw, unrefined beauty, and the version you're read above has been thoughtfully refined to highlight its emotional depth. For a clearer understanding, read the simplified version below]

Main Essence of the above story: 

This is a deeply someones personal reflection—like a poetic emotional diary—of someone who fell in love deeply, felt safe and magical in that bond, but ended up heartbroken and lost. It swings between the past joy and present pain, expressing a love so strong it's still clinging to the memories, even when those memories have become painful.

What it says (in simple way):

She didn’t expect to fall for him, but it happened like magic. He noticed her, and that moment became everything for her. Now, even though she tries to forget him, she can’t. It’s overwhelming—she cries, she scolds him in her mind, but the pain doesn’t stop. She feels betrayed, used, and hurt so deeply that her self-worth is shaking. Despite it all, she still loves him—madly, deeply, truly. She remembers his goodness, how he made her feel like the only one in the universe. But now, everything is shattered—like broken glass, like a fallen leaf in the summer. She doesn’t want to see him, but she aches for his hug, his love, his presence. It ends with her still in love, still aching, still hoping that somehow he would understand her pain and come back—or at least acknowledge it.